Wish you'd never been born?

The subject of this post may be misleading.

I am genuinely quite happy, but I often think if I had never been born things would be so much easier.

I'd have a valid reason for being absent from everything. For example, in theory, nobody at work would ask, 'Why is fromtheuk not at this meeting?'

People wouldn't ask me to speak to them because I'd be non-existent.

I'd not meet rude, inconsiderate people at all! No more pain.

I wouldn't have to interact with people. I'd never upset anybody, it would be fantastic. I just wouldn't exist.

I'd not be responsible for anything at all.

Ever wish you'd never been born?